Wow...

I havent blogged in ages! Ive changed so much since i first made this! :/ Its like 7 days till christmas, im actually so excited! I still have so much shit to buy though its outrageous! Currently im on fb, twitter, formspring, youtube, and blogger. I have SUCH a life i know! I got a new haircut! :) Mostly everyone likes it! So thats a plus. I love it, its really really short and asymetrical and edgy. Christmas baking was today! My mom makes WAY too much shit, it should be illegal, but its all SO good! Im going to be huge by the time christmas holidays are over, oh joy! Well im off! Something To Blog About! :)

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k a t t . . ;)

Am I Alone? Or Are You There?

I Turn Around, And I Am Scared. :P I Still Wonder by Joseph Birdsong from the 5AG! :) Oh how i love him! Check out his music! www.youtube.com/disneykid1 !!! So yeah. Im kind of bored. And i realized i havent blogged in FOREVER! So yeah. Im at KristinaMayeLane's house right now! Its 3:18am here in Ontario and i am still awake. Listening to the song i previously quoted. I WAS talking to Joey but he bailed and went to sleep about 30mins ago. Im on WAY to many websites to process. So i should minus one and finish this blog. OOOUH! This is my 50th blog post! And my first one for april! OOUH! its my birthday in 14 days ill be sure to update! For now THAT was Something To Blog About!

EFF Now the cat is scratching on the post! AWESOME!

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k a t h r y n n . .

Extremely Depressed.

So, my brother broke up with his girlfriend. They were dating for about 3-4 years. They lived together and all was well. She texted me saying she'll miss everyone and stuff, and said im sorry. She said that the tried to make it work but it wasnt. He left her, and broke her heart, saying he didnt love her anymore. I now hate my brother. I cried for a while on the phone with her. I cant loose her. She cant leave my life, she just got here. I love her so much, like a sister already. You cant just loose a family member like that. They were so in love, they were gonna get married and everything. Now its all over. Im in tears just thinking about never seeing her again. I cant take this anymore. They need to work it out because i cant live without them together. Its not right.

Im So Confused!

Idek what im doing, i like this guy, he doesnt like me back. I still talk to him, and flirt and everything, and were making plans to hangout. IDEK why im still trying, were never gonna get together. He makes me so mad sometimes. Are all guys complete jerk offs? Idk, we dont really talk in person, but he makes my stomach flip. Idk what to do. Something To Blog About! Out!

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c a s p e r . .

Ugh! Sick Day! (N) :(

NOT. CUTE! I hate being sick, it sucks asswholes! I dont like throwing up! Its gross! Probably the most dusgusting thing to do EVER! Im so fucking bored right now, im sitting in my room, with a sore back, working on english hw, listening to Rich Girl$ by DWW, talking to kristina, nigel, and megan, and on facebook, twitter, and dailybooth! UGH! Im too stressed right now to write anymore, so i think im gonna go! Ill blog tmrw! That totally wasnt Something To Blog About! But w.e.

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c a s p e r . .

So Tell Me When You Hear My Heart Stop!

Your The Only That Knows! Tell Me When You Hear My Silence! There's A Possibility I Wouldn't Know! Mann i love that song! Possibility by Lykke Li! Its on the New Moon Soundtrack! And its AWESOME! Lol, anywho. Today was a boring day. I went to bed last night at 3AM, and slept till 12PM, which is 9 hours. Then i woke up, got something to eat, watched tv, went on the computer, then started packing up my brothers stuff in his room seeing as he doesnt live here anymore. So i took all the stuff off his walls and packed it away in a box. Then i went on the computer some more, went nextdoor. Everyone over there is sick with a flu type illness, which i will probably get, so im dreading that. UGH! Now my tummy feels queezy, probs cause im hungry though cause i didnt eat dinner, but ill get back to that lol! Then at around 5, i was waiting for my mom to get off the computer, so i went and laid down, then fell asleep. I slept from 5pm-ish, and woke up just before 11:00, so thats another 6 hours of sleep! Im getting tired now though lol! Anyways when i woke up i thought it was morning! Or like really early, like 3 or 4am cause i didnt know what time i fell asleep. But yeah, then after i woke up i watched the rest of The Perfect Man, then started with my brothers room again, and went on the computer and such. Now its 4:33AM and ive successfully put up all 25 of my Robert Pattinson / Twilight posters, put my blankets and pillows on the bed, and moved all my brothers weights out of his room. So, tmrw, i need to tackle the closet and move everything out of it, which is gonna be scary cause theres a bunch of shit in it! Then i need to clean out all his clothes in his closet that hes left here, and move all my clothes in. Then just grab some stuff from my room that i want in this room, and then VOILA! My room is complete! Its perfect cause i have a big bed for sleepovers and stuff. A tv, the bathrooms just up the stairs, along with the kitchen lol! And the computers in the next room. (Im on my brothers HP Mini right now, i stoled it from him while he was sleeping!) Serves him right for hiding it on me td! I didnt go on the computer as much as i wrote i only got online a couple times, for a few minutes. Well, tmrw i know what im gonna do, wake up, get showered and dressed cause (EW!) i havent showered since tues, which is 6 days tmrw. LOL! EWW! YOUR FUCKING GROSS! You might say. But its actually good for your hair because it helps it get back its natural oils and everthing. And besides, i showered tues, didnt need to shower weds, thurs i was supposed to shower after cheer but i didnt end up going, so i was just gonna shower the next morning but i didnt go to school friday so i saw no point. And all weekend ive been laying around the house anyways so whats the point? Wow i rambled on just cause i said i was gonna shower lol! Anywho, im gonna shower and get dressed, AVOID NEXTDOOR AS MUCH AS I CAN!, maybe hangout with Kris (WishingGirl) after shes done work, then tackle the bedroom closet! and maybe paint/decorate the room downstairs, i deffs need to get my paintings up from Maria down here, and my bulletin board, and maybe attempt to hangup my mirror and stuff, its gonna be awesome!! The rooms quite small but its better for me cause i need a bigger bed, and a space where my friends can come and hangout and ive never had this basement bedroom yet! Its just better for the teenager of the house. First it was my sister, then my brothers, then my oldest brother, then when he moved out its kinda been the guest room slash sleepover room. Now its my turn! This is gonna be my room from now on! My mom said i can have this room if i wanted but when my brother and his girlfriend come down i have to go up to my room cause they cant sleep in a single bed obvs. I told her to get rid of the itsy bitsy bed and just put an air mattress in there till we get another double bed. But she said no its easier this way! SO yeah i have one whole wall covered in pictures down here. and a bit of another wall. The two smaller ones. Im thinking i want to get paints and just paint designs on the big wall. And have my friends come and sign it and write messages but idk. Theres paint chipping and scratches from the fouton that used to be down here. The rooms so small theres really only room for a double bed. A tv, and a dresser. Which we keep in the closet to save space. Im thinking im just gonna take everything out of the closet and move the sutff in this room. Then put my clothes in the closet and other stuff. Then (BRB, okay back) just move my bookshelf and knickknacks down here. I need to go through all my crap and get rid of some stuff though! Lol, Theres quite a bit of space down here for the essentials i need, like my books, makeup, hairstuff, my mirror which i can probably manage to hang where the stupid Chicago bulls poster is right now, ugh. Anyways i think ive written almost a novel by now! Lol! I should probably stop typing and just go to sleep soon. Its 4:57AM i think ill keep writing till 5:00 then go. So yah the latest boy in my life is Jake Mach. Idek why i like him, we rarely ever talk in person, (he goes to my school im not a creeper who meets people on the internet) and idk he just seems so uninterested when we talk in person. On msn and texting and stuff hes awesome though, he sounds way more outgoing and everything IDEK what his prob is but w.e. Were supposed to be hanging out next weekend w/ Kristina and possibly Jake Van Rooyen idk. Ill talk to her about it tmrw (well td) you know what i mean. Anyways its about time for me to go! I shall make myself a note to blog tmrw! Or next week! Oh its 5:00AM now! G2G blogger! That was Something To Blog About!

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c a s p e r . .

P.S wow i change my sign off name alot! lol :)

Hello Daddy, Hello Mom, Im your ch ch ch ch ch CHERRYBOMB!

Hello world im your wild girl, im your ch ch ch ch ch CHERRYBOMB!(8) I am obsessed with that song right now! Ive been listening to it non stop! Cherrybomb by The Runaways. Old music is love! :D Im soooo stoked for the movie to come out this spring! XD Anyways, so i am super bored, i just did my nails, black with a blue strip on my left thumb nail. Thought you should know. I am totally wearing the bestest glasses of my life! :) Cheetah ray bans with red trim at the top! Can you say SUHWEEET! :) Anywho! I should be doing hw right now, or going to sleep either one, but i decided to blog for January seeing as i havent blogged since December! And plus Kristina reminded me! :) Hi Kris! :D<3>SO yahh, did i mention i was bored. Uh! Im drinking a 2L bottle of BRISK! lemon iced tea! Ohh yeah, its delicious! :) So yah im super stressed right now! My ISU is due wednesday and i only have 8 articles out of 24! And i only have tmrw to do it! I stayed home most of the day td, so i dont think i will be able to convince my parents to let me stay home to work on it seeing as i probably have to do stuff in class but w.e! I will try, ill just be like, hey can i stay home and work on my civics ISU thats due tmrw? And they'll be like, NO! Ill be like, uhhh, ok. Haha! W.e! Ill work on it in the library after school tmrw and stuff. And im gonna quickly look for at least 2 articles before i go to bed. Which i need to go to bed in like half an hour. Then im gonna lay in bed and highlight my printed articles while i watch whatever is on the fam channel! Sounds relaxing. :) Well, i better go! I shall try and remember to write soon. After exams. Cause ill be super stressed for this whole week, and ill be studying lots too! Soo yeah, i better go! :) PEACE! That was Something To Blog About.

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R y n n . .

And The Worst Part Is..

Before it gets any better, were headed for a cliff, and in the freefall i will realize im better off when i hit the bottom! (8) I love that song! Turn It Off by Paramore! Its probably one of my top 3 favourites of their new album Brand New Eyes! Anyways, GUESS WHAT! I havent blogged in a month! Almost 2 months! Im soo mad @ myself! Gahh!! Oh well, at least im blogging now, EEPP! 5 more days till. . . CHRISTMAS!! :) Im soo fricken excited! :P Cant wait! I love Christmas its just the best holiday! Christmas baking all week, decorating cookies on christmas eve, wraping presents, going to see the lights on christmas eve, everything so amazing and happy during christmas! And just being with everyone is awesome! I love my big family and all the craziness that happenes during christmas time! :) And plus, 2WEEKS off of school! Heyo! Lol! I should probably start working on my civics projects that are due after the holidays, cause after christmas im not gonna wanna do them at all, ill be too busy with all my presents and such lol! :) PRESENTS! AAHHH!! I cant wait to find out what i got! Well anyways im gonna go, i know i didnt update all that much but i need to go grab my brothers camera and do a photo shoot of myself because im lacking in edits. And i really wanna do christmas makeup and hair! :) Cant wait till christmas eve! Im totally doing a photoshoot with the fam! :) Its gonna be awesome! My sister and my brother both have heavy duty cameras and were gonna get insane photos! :) Well i gotta go now! Ill blog later today or early tmrw! Im getting up around 10/11 to shower and hopefully do some last minute shopping w/ my mom and get some hw done tmrw! So ill update you more later! For now, that was Something To Blog About! :)

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R y n n . .

Evacuate The Dancefloor! :)

STOP this beat is killin me!! Haha!! OMG! Im obsessed with that song! :P So yeah, td. FUN! Haha not! I was sooo tired first and second period! Lol! So yeah, i think this guy at school i kinda like is starting to show alot more interest now! Im kinda excited. I hope he asks me out actually! :) Well anyways, i had a detention td, and then after that i hung out with said guy lol! And my friends Rikki, and Brendan! :) Rikki's a girl btw! I wasnt hanging out with all guys haha! But yah it was fun! Lol! So yah when i got home i changed then i went out to Wendys with my brother then came home! And then i went on the computer and stuff. Then i got really really bored. So i decided to do makeup on myself. I did like a really intense red, purple, black eye with a double wing. It looks sick! Ill post a picture once i get them uploaded. So yah that was my day haha! I better go cause i have to do a bunch of history homework (again!) and get to bed by at least 12. Then school again tmrw! Oh joy! Haha! Oh well, its almost the end of the week! And i like school cause i have classes with lots o' ppl i know and hangout w/ and stuff! Lol! Well i better be off now! :D Ill blog tmrw and tell yah whats up with my life lol! :) G'night blogger! Ttyt! That was Something To Blog About!! :) 

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R y n n . . 

Bits And Bites! :D

Haha! Just sitting in my room, doing history hw soon, eating Bits and Bites and drinking orange punch! Mmm! :D Haha! So today, nothing much happened really. The guy i like is still being a jackass and refuses to acknowledge me half the time I'm in the same room! It blows. I had a party in the summer and stuff happened and i guess it made things awkward between us. I'm having another party soon. (This month) And hes invited and i really hope he comes because the last party was really fun! Lol! :) Well i think it'll be fun! Haha! So today, i had cheer practice, it was really tough. I had a really hard time with this and i got bumped and bruised alot lol! It was hard work td! So yeah i had a very tiring day. So i need to go do my hw, really quick and get to bed. Cause i need sleep and I'm about ready to just crash right now! But i cant, OoOooOOo! Its cupcake Tuesday tmrw! WooHoo! :) Gotta remember 50cents! haha! Well im heading off the computer for the night! Ttyt blogger! :) That was Something To Blog About!! :) (Y)

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R y n n . .